February 2012
40 posts
That absolutely terrible feeling that hits where all you can think is, “I’m so fat, I’m so ugly, I don’t amount to anything, what am I doing here, with all my failures and shortcomings, there is no question why I don’t have someone loving me right now.”
This has just crashed over me and it’s so overwhelming that I can’t seem to reason myself out...
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super cute Romanian song...
fires-remanence:
“Buna dimineata, te iubesc,
Zi de zi de tine ma indragostesc.
Buna dimineata, iti soptesc,
Cu fiecare zi tot mai mult te iubesc.”
“Good morning, I love you,
Every day you fall in love.
Good morning, you whisper,
Every day I love you more.”
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La Vida En Espana
Me destroza el corazon. Me siento amortiguada, como mi vida no se puede hallar a lo que necesita a dejarme ser libre y ruidosa. Nadie puede oir los sollozos. Nadie puede ver el dolor. Este lugar no es hogar; este lugar es un carcel largo, empujandome contra la pared hasta que me rompe.
Me destroza el corazon, estando aqui.
“The more a thing tends to be permanent, the more it tends to be lifeless.”
– Alan Watts
“Anyone can love a rose, but it takes a great deal to love a leaf. It’s ordinary...”
– Unknown (via saras-scrapbook)
“The common error of ordinary religious practice is to mistake the symbol for the...”
– Alan Watts (via uselesstower)
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I get so frustrated
When people tell me that I’m lucky to be in Europe. No, I’m not. I worked, begged, pleaded, and fought my way over here. It’s not convenient to be here; I’m in debt, falling behind in schoolwork, lost friends, and am missing out on important things back home. I’m not lucky. It’s not like I woke up one day and found myself in Europe. I planned, I saved, I went to...
“Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you’re a...”
– (via eletheowl)
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Yesterday's Feelings
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind Where worries are washed out to sea See the changes, people’s faces blurred out Like the sun spots or raindrops Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time But today I’ve wasted away for today is on my mind
Left the only worries I had in my hands Away from the light in my eyes Holding tight and try not to...
If you can correctly pronounce every word in this...
crimsun:
Read More
I want to challenge all my non-English friends here to read this. I would get a kick out of that for sure.
Oh God...
I’m going to regret that, I am sure of it.
“Like all dreamers I confuse disenchantment with truth.”
– Jean-Paul Sartre, French philosopher (1905-1980)
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Close Shave
Megan: I'm so glad that Walter shaved. It was starting to hurt to kiss him.
Tarah: Yeah, I know.
Megan:
Tarah:
Megan:
Tarah:
Megan:
Me and Chelsea: Bahahahaha.
“I found myself when I found you.”
– ivoryduckjam, to me
At Lunch
A girl came up to me and asked if she could share my Valentine. She said she knew I already asked ivoryduckjam to be mine, but she asked her too. So now I have to share my Valentine.
You all know I am no good at sharing. I should be back in SF with parentalbeings at the Singles’ Pillow Fight. Best Valentines of my life.
Oh well. C’est la vie.
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Dexter
Friend: You should be Dexter.
Me: All I know about Dexter is that he kills people. Or has a laboratory, depending on which one you're talking about.
Friend: Yeah, the one who kills people. He doesn't have feelings.
Me: I can't. I don't kill people. That is my least favorite thing to do.
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Can't stop listening to The Spill Canvas.
Have you guys heard the song The Tide? By far the saddest song I’ve ever heard.
On another note, I’m ready to leave Spain. I’m ready to drop out of school. I’m ready to go back home. I’m ready to be done.
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We just want a little bit of fun.
Roommates are gone. We have light shows and good music and some drinks. What else do you need?!
Rest in peace, Whitney Houston.
nooneeverthinksofescape:
I will always love you.
When I disappear, it is clear I am up to no good.
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I find it rather amusing that under the "best...
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Fuck hockey.
Why do I like sports? All my teams are just disappointments.
“I was surprised, as always, at how easy the act of leaving was, and how good it...”
– Jack Kerouac, On the Road, The Original Scroll (via honeyforthehomeless)
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Your hands
tostada:
your hands bring comfort
mine much smaller but still yours
time to intertwine
Y'all don't know what it's like being male, middle...
My Rationale
Me: It's snowing outside. I don't want to go to class.
Me: It's raining outside. I don't want to go to class.
Me: It's windy outside. I don't want to go to class.
Me: It's sunny, but cold outside. I don't want to go to class.
Me: It's perfect outside. I want to go to the beach, not to class.
Me: It's too hot outside, I don't want to go to class.
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Giants.
“A painter should begin every canvas with a wash of black, because all things in...”
– Leonardo da Vinci (via atonals)
Just like people.
cha-cityyy:
Can’t do my homework, stars are not in the position
January 2012
44 posts
There are just no more words to say.
I’ve gone blank, like my mind transformed into a white board and someone struck it with an eraser. I have little squiggly, indecipherable lines here and there, but let’s be honest. All those do are annoy those who are around.
I’ve got nothing left inside me to convey to the outside world that there is, indeed, a living being behind these clothes. These veins are full of...
“My understanding of truth can change from day to day and my commitment must be...”
– Ram Dass (via cwnl)
How to explain to the Spanish doctor what's wrong:
Siento como hay un niño en mi estomago y intenta escapar.
How else am I supposed to convey that there are stabbing pains in my stomach? Hell if I know. This did the trick though. I got painkillers.
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Nightmares
Me: I just had the most terrifying dream ever.
Friend: What was it about?
Me: A bunch of evil creatures trying to kill my brother and me. There was a lot of blood and death and just terrible things.
Friend: I had a nightmare two days ago.
Me: Yeah? About what?
Friend: We were in a hotel room together.
Me: ....
Watchbeckiejean:
daniel-plainview:
petergoddamnedfuckingpan:
Harry Potter in 99 Seconds.
I will never not reblog this
THAT WAS COOL
How had I not seen this until now?
This is the best thing ever.
FOUND THE OFFICIAL WHITE HOUSE PETITION TO STOP...
warningdontreadthis:
lumos-maxima:voldemortattacks:
https://wwws.whitehouse.gov/petitions#!/petition/end-acta-and-protect-our-right-privacy-internet/MwfSVNBK
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There are so many different ways to tell someone...
My problem is never deciding if I should tell someone that I love them, but rather how. This is perhaps the biggest dilemma of my life: how can I successfully convey to a person the way they make me feel?
It’s rough. I want to grab people and just shake them sometimes; don’t they get it? I love them. Understand? I love you. You don’t have to love me back, but if nothing else,...
"Veo que desapareciste sin avisar."
Finally, someone catches on to my tendencies…
